Ink & Silence: For Your Eyes Only
"My Eternal Fascination"
You are truly indescribable. I search tirelessly for the words that might do justice to what I feel for you, but each attempt falls short. Nothing seems to fully capture you,
but I will try.
I never thought it possible to feel this obsessed with someone, not in the way I feel about you. In the past, I've liked other people, yes, but none of them compare to you. It stuns me — it truly does — that you don't have an army of admirers fighting for your affection. You're near perfect. People may overlook you, but to me, it feels as though I can’t look away. I am fascinated by everything you do, every little movement.
When you look at me, it’s as though I’ve taken a hit of something intoxicating. I can’t think straight, and my words stumble out in a disoriented mess. But I would give anything — anything — just to have you look at me the same way I look at you.
To me, you are a perfect blend of summer and fall. You have the warmth, the brightness, the fun, and wild spirit of summer. But you also possess the serenity, grace, and beauty of fall, when the leaves turn to orange and the air grows crisp.
I wish I could hold on to you forever. But just like the seasons, people come and go. Today, you left, and with your absence, it feels like winter. The world around me is growing cold, and darkness is settling in. I ache for the warmth of your presence again.
I know I missed my chance with you, and that you are with someone else now. But still, I find myself craving your presence, in every moment. I don’t even know how you truly felt about me — but I like to believe that, at some point, you felt at least a little bit the same way I do.
You’ve left an indelible mark on me, one that I can’t erase no matter how much time passes. And though the seasons change, and though I may never again feel your warmth, I will always carry you with me.
You will always be a part of me — like the perfect balance of summer and fall.
